I am having difficulty even thinking about writing about what happened to me. I guess I'll start off with something simple. I was at my cousi's bday party not long ago, and we were laughing about how her kids accidentally got into a magazine that had dildos in it. The magazine was all fairies and ren-fair stuff except for that one page, and she knows I'm into that kind of stuff, so she gave it to me. Then my other (male ) cousin suggested in a serious tone that I buy one of thos sex toys for myself. He was like "you can do whatever you want to, alone, in your room." and stuff like that. My whole family went silent and stared at us. I was humiliated. I just said "OKaaaaay....." and left for another group in the party. I cried myself to sleep that night and I still keep crying. Am I overreacting?  It's just that it was so much like something my abuser would have said, and I just can't let go of it.