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FltLicious


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Hi,
My name is Lauren. I'm 23 now, and I was abused by my father since I was a very little girl. I don't even know how young. I know it stopped when I left home at 16. My problem is that I don't remember most of it. Some of my friends say that it's a blessing, but I know it isn't. I want to know what happened to me. I want to know what makes a father want to touch his own daughter. And I've been scared lately because I've started to remember more and more. The flashbacks are getting more frequent and more vivid, and I think it's only a matter of time before I realize what really happened. I'd love to be penpals with someone who has had a similar experience. Being used and tossed away by my father has left me a mess. It's all I can think about most of the time, and I'm tired of using so much of my energy trying to keep a stiff upper lip and trying to get through my day. Thanks so much.

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Brujah81


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Hello my name is Kelly and i was abused by my stepfather he is in prison now, i put him there nearly 7 years ago. I suffer from flashbacks and nightmares to feel free to email me on brujah81@btinternet.com if you want to talk

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max_4350


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hi there my name is max im 23 i live in australia ive been been throught the same sort of thing i was sexually abuse by my step brother physicaly abused by my parents mentally and  i recently went to a  child abuse camp here in australia  it helped me a bit but there is alot more that i need to fix if you would like to chat about anything feel free to email me thankyou                  max_4350@yahoo.com.au:smile:

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shygirlalm


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hi my name is amanda and i was abused by my father when i was alittle girl until i was 16 and now he is in prision because i put him there 4 years ago. i suffer from flash backs and nightmares. if u would like to talk u can e-mail me shygirlalm@aol.com

-- Edited by shygirlalm at 14:05, 2007-09-24

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Siara03


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Hi there,

I have just stumbled across this website.  I hope you are okay, i know how hard it can be.  It is hard for me to write what did happen to me.  I am 26 I was abused when i was 5 by my father and a few other people.  My father went to jail when i was 10 for 15 years.  Father is a very strong word for me.  If you wish to catch my email is Siara03@live.com.au

Take Care,
Siara

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bruised but not broken


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Hi Lauren I am Sharron and I have just "found" this site today. Like you I was abused by my Dad and have found that its really a life sentence of not understanding why. I am forever searching for answers and the want to feel normal and to know what it is like to be loved would be wonderful. I have very sad days and days when I dont think about things too much, but the feeling it always with me. I am different but not in a normal sort of way.

My heart goes out to you please contact me .



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