I am now 57. Married for 34 years with two grown up sons. I was abused aged 11/12 by a neighbour who was giving me extra maths lessons for school. The abuse included psychological abuse as well as sexual and lasted for 2 years plus. I knew it was wrong but it was my first sexual arousal and didnt know what to do. I have never told anybody. For some reason, that is really bothering me, I am feeling the need to talk about it and try to understand it...