It's me Delta39 again, Sorry new to this, didnt give much away on first message. I'm a very quiet person usually, cant go into pubs, dont feel safe or secure. Been to 2 councellers, both male, could not / would not open up to them, no disrespect to these great people, but I just didnt trust anyone, I dont trust many men but trust females. I dont have many friends because I cant mix easiely, I feel safer on my own. I feel I have failed my parents & sister. While I'm writing this, I am getting upset so I will cal it a night. Thanks for taking the time to read this.
(((((((((((huggs)))))))))))) i know exactly how you feel i two struggle to mix with people and whilst i have a outgoing sister and brother i feel more and more out of the family fold i dont think you have failed anyone hon you just got some isssues just the same as i have that need to be sorted out
