Just registered and wanted to say hello straight away. Im looking for some help and support and am more than willing to support people here. Im 25 and have a 9 months old son. I was sexually abused between 12 - 14 by my best friends dad. I had a terrible home life with my mum and dad and so basically lived with my friend. I even had my own room!!! Ive been seeing a counsellor for about 18 months but we havent really talked about the past, i find it really hard and cannot bring myself to say the words. Im really unhappy and suffer with nightmares and flashbacks. I just want to be normal.