Hi. I seen your post and just wanted to say hello. Im not quite a survivor yet. I need to talk to someone also. I was abused by dad, then stepdad, mom really knew how to pick the bad ones. It wasnt so much that he touched me, its what he made me " thank him" for making me a nicer person after beating me.It was also other things that i just started to start remembering. i dont wanna rememebr no more. cause its also the emotions that are with the memories, as bad as when first done . Anyway if you wanna talk or something, i really could use a pen pal or soemone that knows how it feels to be alone, even when someone is breathing on you. im sorry for being so out and graphic about stuff. i didnt mean to do no bad. i never do but im always doing bad. im sorry. please dont be mad at me.rustedrabbit
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"in the morning the darkness came and devoured me so totally and completely I became as it was...a shadow."
Greetings, just looking for someone to talk with that knows & understands. Tired of feeling like a freak.
