Hi,
I am Nicky, it started when I was 3 but most of it came from my dad rather than the other 4 guys. I met my husband when it was over... the problem is that I told him a little more than I ever told anyone in my life... but didnt relize it until we sat and talked, that I really upset him. I didn't mean to, but I don't want to do the same to my mom...she thinks about it and then she begins to cry. I am thinking bout going to a counsler for help, I have physical issues from the military, but my mental ones..I don't want that to get any more in my way with my life. Just wondering if there is anyone, who someone that knows a person that I could just write back an forth with...If not I am still happy for this site, b/c it helps me explain alot of wat I thnk istead of it comming out "i dont why, i think that way..i just do".

Thank you...
Nicky