Well, here is my life in brief, my dad was violent, my mom was distant and cold kinda selfish........I had never been sexually assaulted unless you count the intense way my dad stare at me whenever I wear a bit revealing in summer, the time he masturbated moaning and turning around about 6 feet from me at home at night, .........The main things I remember is being told I'm useless, unpleasant, that I were of no good even if I graduated from a good university and managed to land a job that you can call successful. I am trying to heal myself. I am already not acting or doing weird things any more, things that make others consider me crazy and dangerous, things that make society exclude me, yet I am not far from desperation. I want to have a thriving soul that is happy with sunshine every day, please, can any one who has been through this talk to me, ands tell me about the path? Thanks very much and huuuuuuuuuuuugs.
Fang
-- Edited by dfdream on Tuesday 13th of July 2010 02:23:52 PM
